All the little things you do after i complain is just like daisies in my face.
Goodnights, My Sweet dream or Beautiful Nightmare.
cupcakes and sweetheart
cupcakes given out to whole class by Huda!
My sweetheart who never leaves. Love him to bits! 
PISSED
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on the lighter note, mummy and daddy booked their tickets to Hokkaido already! 
Waterproof 35mm
Bought this at Thirtysix! Omg. Can’t wait for this weekend! Hopefully, we’ll be swimming at John’s place again! Weeee~
P/S: Got to go calculate how much can i spend a day again! 
(edit)
Phyllis also bought this nice book from Thirtysix!
miu miu~
Just look at the folds! It totally wow-ed darling and i when we’re in Miu Miu. The one in Ion’s outlet has this white thin ribbon stitched around the collar! It’s sooo nice! But i don’t have the money! It’s USD$991!
I am so gonna tailor this.
It goes well with what I’m going to buy for B’s birthday present! We can wear it out and go for dinner. Weeeee~
OR
I can tailor the gray H&M dress B bought for me from Sweden and add a thin white ribbon around the collar.
WHICH?
the clique
Spent my friday, saturday and sunday with them.
It’s been long since i last posted pictures because of my fucked up proxy. Now that Angeline has helped me solve the problem, picturessss!
almost 2 hours of screaming
Although we’re pretty much noobs, we had so much fun. Not like some loser com96 who always tries to cut into server, play with us and call us noobs. Well, we got a life and you don’t!
Sam’s virgin was given to us. Not literally virginity. The most classic sentence of his was “Eh, go already ah?” Damn funny!
As per usual, Darling and I was screaming and laughing all the time. Bet the whole lan shop people hates us.
Whereas, Ed who was more experienced than us was guiding us.
It was satay and Milo Dino then after. Not forgetting ciggs. Teehee!
Awesome! We shall go kick some doors real hard again soon! Stress was definitely screamed off!
“Eh! Jin Jiak Wu Lang!”
Pamela Koh
My primary classmate. All of my classmates hated me when i was in primary school beause i was my form teacher’s favourite student. Pamela and i didn’t talk much. Or should i say, nobody talks to me. Not till i was in primary 6, when i started to break off from the idea that “i don’t need friends”. I started talking to Felicia, Pamela and Yuwanna. (I cannot remember other people already) Then after, I started going to Pamela’s condo to play since we’re in the same cca- Chinese Dance. I remember how we used to stretch ourselves on the mat at the playground. On the day when we got our PSLE results back, i remembered clearly I got 192 and Pamela got 187. We wanted to get into the same school so we’re contemplating on Express stream, St. Margaret’s Secondary School or Normal stream, Swiss Cottage Secondary School. We wanted to get into the same school so badly so to be safe, we chose Swiss Cottage.
My secondary classmate. Of course, we did not get into the same class even tho there’s only like 2 class of Normal stream classes. However, we were in the same class for Math. We were graded according to our marks so Pamela and I were in Class 1. That’s our common interest. Calculating. We too, continued our passion in dancing by joining the performing arts category. Then after, we were in the same class during secondary 3. She was the closest to me in class. We talk about boyfriends, we bitch, we laugh, we sing, we dance, we buy chocolates from 7-11 and smuggle it into class. We too, had fun with our other classmates. Videoing our retarded classmates making a fool out to themselves. It was funny tho. She hear me rant about all my boyfriends, she could almost understand and expect what i would do next. We knew we couldn’t stay together forever, we knew we wanted different things in life. However, we still tried getting into the same Polytechnic; Ngee Ann Poly. Simply because we realise there’s a lot of pretty girls there. (yes, that’s how we think when i was young) Too bad, I failed my English language. But she did well with a 12 points! So, off she went. Calculating at NP- Accountancy. Me, designing at NAFA- Graphic Design.
Pamela started to have no time to hang out with us. She took up ballroom dancing, NP Ambassador, School of Business Ambassador. From what i know, she goes to school everyday and didn’t have enough time for herself. She started to stop telling me things because of the number of times we can meet/ text/ call/ MSN. She had to keep up with my life by reading my blog which, don’t really tell much.
Today, she blogged about us- Natalie and I.
The most heartbreaking sentence was, “Please take care of yourselves. Especially SR. My dear girl I worry for you the most.”. I teared. It feels as tho I haven’t been doing anything for her. Indeed, thinking back, I really didn’t do anything for her.
Now, at this time I want to tell Pamela that
“I will be your armor if you need me.
You don’t have to be strong in front of us. Be you. Just be, you.
We love you, for you.”
felt like giving birth but i was loved
not like I’ve experience giving birth before but i was in so much pain, i couldn’t really move but to squat or sit down with arms crossed over my gastric. today’s gastric juice attack wasn’t the worst but accompanied by period and stomach ache, it’s like giving birth. the just-let-me-die-now feeling. made a few SOS calls to potential helpers and soon enough Myra came to me in her helicopter after a call from Liwei from the headquarters. (ok, this is funny. hahahahha!) Myra went to get medicine from the nearest pharmacy and Liwei got me hot milo on her way to class. Thank you, saviours! I shall put a few tablets in my wallet, just in case!
met my dearest after class. she is so sweet. after hearing me rant about my drama gastric incident, she went to buy this Hello Panda biscuit for me. she was saying it’s cause I’ve been working too hard, always neglecting my mealtimes so she got me biscuit to help me “save time” from traveling to get food. I’m pretty lazy too, teehee!
now, don’t you think I’m so loved?
I will start taking pictures of the things people did/buy for me, put them in a folder and noted down when, what, why, who.
