to London and Paris.
mummy and i just went shopping for almost all the things i need today. im just gon bring 4 sets of go-out clothes there. since i know i’m gon shop like crazy (provided that H&M don’t disappoint me). i don’t wanna be shipping the excess which i cannot squeeze into luggage to SG. oh, i bought films for my fisheye and slr. gon bring dslr too. tell me it’s heavyyyyyy!
after so many days of meeting her, it just feels weird not having her there for me to scream “SALES!!!” at. when she’s not there when i’m craving for a stick, when i meet someone literally crazy/weird, when i want to buy something but don’t know if it’s worth it/i’d wear it or not, when when….
i still seem so dependent on someone tho i have start being a little independent. but when you have someone who never fails to give you the feeling of don’t-worry-count-on-me, just think.. would you ever not be dependent? she caught my weak point.
anyway, im really disappointed with you. you seemed so cold and all after what happened to you like almost a month ago? and ever since, all you need from me was calls and much consolation. i just feel damn used by you. with all the forever going on, are you sure it’s forever? or is it just “i need someone to talk me out of this crazy idea, come now.” ? maybe it could be that you’re still hurt and all that shit, but don’t you know it’s irritating to be telling someone the same thing all over and over again? so much that, from me being “i love you so much, let’s be friends forever!” to “anything you like k..” . i want to be like last time all over again.
on a lighter tone, i’m clubbing at Play tmr! first time! heh heh! can’t wait! 
can some money drop from sky please?
