almost 2 hours of screaming

Although we’re pretty much noobs, we had so much fun. Not like some loser com96 who always tries to cut into server, play with us and call us noobs. Well, we got a life and you don’t!

Sam’s virgin was given to us. Not literally virginity. The most classic sentence of his was “Eh, go already ah?” Damn funny!
As per usual, Darling and I was screaming and laughing all the time. Bet the whole lan shop people hates us.
Whereas, Ed who was more experienced than us was guiding us.
It was satay and Milo Dino then after. Not forgetting ciggs. Teehee!

Awesome! We shall go kick some doors real hard again soon! Stress was definitely screamed off!

“Eh! Jin Jiak Wu Lang!”

Pamela Koh

My primary classmate. All of my classmates hated me when i was in primary school beause i was my form teacher’s favourite student. Pamela and i didn’t talk much. Or should i say, nobody talks to me. Not till i was in primary 6, when i started to break off from the idea that “i don’t need friends”. I started talking to Felicia, Pamela and Yuwanna. (I cannot remember other people already) Then after, I started going to Pamela’s condo to play since we’re in the same cca- Chinese Dance. I remember how we used to stretch ourselves on the mat at the playground. On the day when we got our PSLE results back, i remembered clearly I got 192 and Pamela got 187. We wanted to get into the same school so we’re contemplating on Express stream, St. Margaret’s Secondary School or Normal stream, Swiss Cottage Secondary School. We wanted to get into the same school so badly so to be safe, we chose Swiss Cottage.

My secondary classmate. Of course, we did not get into the same class even tho there’s only like 2 class of Normal stream classes. However, we were in the same class for Math. We were graded according to our marks so Pamela and I were in Class 1. That’s our common interest. Calculating. We too, continued our passion in dancing by joining the performing arts category. Then after, we were in the same class during secondary 3. She was the closest to me in class. We talk about boyfriends, we bitch, we laugh, we sing, we dance, we buy chocolates from 7-11 and smuggle it into class. We too, had fun with our other classmates. Videoing our retarded classmates making a fool out to themselves. It was funny tho. She hear me rant about all my boyfriends, she could almost understand and expect what i would do next. We knew we couldn’t stay together forever, we knew we wanted different things in life. However, we still tried getting into the same Polytechnic; Ngee Ann Poly. Simply because we realise there’s a lot of pretty girls there. (yes, that’s how we think when i was young) Too bad, I failed my English language. But she did well with a 12 points! So, off she went. Calculating at NP- Accountancy. Me, designing at NAFA- Graphic Design.

Pamela started to have no time to hang out with us. She took up ballroom dancing, NP Ambassador, School of Business Ambassador. From what i know, she goes to school everyday and didn’t have enough time for herself. She started to stop telling me things because of the number of times we can meet/ text/ call/ MSN. She had to keep up with my life by reading my blog which, don’t really tell much.

Today, she blogged about us- Natalie and I.

The most heartbreaking sentence was, “Please take care of yourselves.  Especially SR.  My dear girl I worry for you the most.”. I teared. It feels as tho I haven’t been doing anything for her. Indeed, thinking back, I really didn’t do anything for her.

Now, at this time I want to tell Pamela that

“I will be your armor if you need me.
You don’t have to be strong in front of us. Be you. Just be, you.
We love you, for you.”

Give Art gallery flyer

front

back

what do you think of it?

hello world. im blogging from my workplace. well, not exactly typing on wordpress because there’s no internet connection here. and omg.. my boss’s ipod just played Technologic. if you guys play Tap Tap, you’ll know what song is that. like, omg. it’s so not her!
yea, but anyway. today will be my last day here at the gallery because the exhibition is gon end today. it’s sad huh? so far i still think that this is the best job i’ve got ever! just that it gets a lil boring when you have no work to do. and, you just sit here and wait for time to pass..

i’m hoping the finger print mark on “Ctrl” and “S” will get deeper because that would mean, i’ve learn how to save my project as i work. can you believe it? i’ve already NOT save my project and closing it FOUR times this semester. but lucky it’s all very simple things and simple work.

anyway, baby was being such a sweetie yesterday. we were not in the mood for anything yesterday. you can imagine two grumpy people looking at each other the whole day. then after dance classes, we went back to her house. put down my lappy. and i randomly open her piano. she play damn well i swear! a 7th grade! i’mma 3rd grade quitter. LOL.
OKAY!! BACK TO WHY SHE’S SUCH A SWEETIE.
the flap below my shoes came off so i had a hard time walking and i swear i look like an idiot. and im feeling wtf too cause i was all dressed up AND I HAVE TO HAD THAT FLAP flipping around the whole day. so tak glam!
i didn’t felt like going to town because of my shoes but we had nowhere to go so yea.. to town.
and to stop feeling so stupid, i went to get superglue from cold storage at Taka. the sweet girl help me up the platform outside Ralph Lauren and PASTE MY SHOE FOR ME.

goodness. if i ever ever become more princessy, it’s all her fault!
she got superglue all over her hands because i accidentally moved and stuff. but she didn’t care. she waited till my shoe was fixed, then she went to the toilet to clean it up. (but apparently, btt it cannot come off anymore)

who would actually do that man?!

people would go like, eww. i don’t wanna touch your dirty shoe. fix it yourself.
much love, baby!

and i met up with the secondary school guys today. they are still the same. can’t wait for pam’s belated birthday BBQ this friday! it’s been long since i last saw that darling of mine.

steaming boat

from pork-lard, we decided to change it to steaming boat.
from late wakers, most of them wake up at 1 plus 2pm just for it.
from movie marathon, we end up watching Army Daze and 3 hours of my serial shows.
but it’s all a change for the better!

i totally enjoyed it. definitely, no doubt.
besides, love was there.
i like how she stare fiercely at me when i gulp Heineken down.
i like how she gave me random glance to check if i’m okay.
i like how she quietly went into the kitchen and make honey lemon drink for me and my cough. (i totally paraded my glass of love around. hahahaha!)
i like how we lay on each other napping+watching tv with another new couple beside us.

oh, not forgetting my leahlee.
hahahahaha. she’s the noisiest. oh! an extract from her friend:
Leah sober: noisy
Leah tipsy: market (or what? can’t remember)
the next one is classic,
Leah drunk: hardcore metal gig.
hahaha. orh lah orh lah. love you lah.

anyway, check out this guy:
http://lookbook.nu/user/14044-Dennis-R
JUST LOOK AT HOW MANY HERMES BIRKIN HE HAVE.
VICTORIA BECKHAM #2!

17 more days

to London and Paris.

mummy and i just went shopping for almost all the things i need today. im just gon bring 4 sets of go-out clothes there. since i know i’m gon shop like crazy (provided that H&M don’t disappoint me). i don’t wanna be shipping the excess which i cannot squeeze into luggage to SG. oh, i bought films for my fisheye and slr. gon bring dslr too. tell me it’s heavyyyyyy!

after so many days of meeting her, it just feels weird not having her there for me to scream “SALES!!!” at. when she’s not there when i’m craving for a stick, when i meet someone literally crazy/weird, when i want to buy something but don’t know if it’s worth it/i’d wear it or not, when when….

i still seem so dependent on someone tho i have start being a little independent. but when you have someone who never fails to give you the feeling of don’t-worry-count-on-me, just think.. would you ever not be dependent? she caught my weak point.

anyway, im really disappointed with you. you seemed so cold and all after what happened to you like almost a month ago? and ever since, all you need from me was calls and much consolation. i just feel damn used by you. with all the forever going on, are you sure it’s forever? or is it just “i need someone to talk me out of this crazy idea, come now.” ? maybe it could be that you’re still hurt and all that shit, but don’t you know it’s irritating to be telling someone the same thing all over and over again? so much that, from me being “i love you so much, let’s be friends forever!” to “anything you like k..” . i want to be like last time all over again.

on a lighter tone, i’m clubbing at Play tmr! first time! heh heh! can’t wait!

can some money drop from sky please?

not just any other photoshoot

my favourite out of the favourites. i have no idea why. it just.. gives me the “we’re in some hotel party” feel.

the “i’m in the club” feeling. omg. i soooo know you’re laughing at his hair. hahaha.

liwei..

im not the one who took this picture. it was in a chaos. idk who took this. but it’s damn nice. it’s not delibrate over exposed but yet look so good.

phy dressing up.

neh neh

i found this treasure skirt in the pile of shit. you’ll know why i say it’s a treasure real soon. brandon has to send me pictures. hahahaha.

b&w is really fun! more photoshoot pictures to come after Brandon send me.

photoshoot today was rather… fun. cause it’s not so many people at one time. and we roughly know what to do already.

ahhhh, i can’t wait for tmr!

then till now

this is gon be a fucking long post cause im going to list out all the people i met ever since my photobucket account was activated. hahaha.

Bryan

oh, new year


when he was still a chef.

we baked

that necklace









Rebel


we changed too much when we’re together. hahaha. him, from his hip hop look to ah sia kia look.

Sue and Sihui


oh, the neoprint days. hahahaha.

Ruizhi

the durian+ milk+ pork floss+ green tea punishment. anyway, his chinese suck! hahaha. so he had most of them and had diarrohea the next day.

Daddy and Mummy

miss those days, we drive all the way to Beaulieu House just to have dinner. and i’ll never forget that chocolate dessert thing. SLURPPPPPS.

managed to find the picture of the chocolate dessert.

yall were so happy then.

5N


much love and kisses!

Samantha








Balcony

Ian, Chunky

Melvin

Jon OngLJ

those days.. omg. damn tiring.

the donut giver

these must be those he bought from Batam

Pam and Nat

we weren’t that close in sec sch days. im glad it happened after sch days.


oh, the centre guy? not Nat ah.

pam, fan of books.






now, we’re very very very close.

OH, NYPPPPPP!

when im around, this is my whole clique. hahaha. big huh?

drawing classsssss. teehee.




and, this fucker is the best in nyp.


my first art installation ever.


my favourite senior.

JUNHAO!

HAIDAR!


the day i officially left nyp.

and i got into NAFA



stephen, that photoshop pro

kamell, mel mell!


WEILEEEEEE


zach, xu lao shi. hahahahaha.



azhar


i still keep.

and i still totally remember who said im hideous!





she’s always in black. im always in white.









SIO BUUUUUU! hahahaha. this girl seen everything of me. just saturday, she brought me into the toilet in the club. hahahaha. she love to rape me.



JASON HO!


sentosa with other class people.

Bernard














Indochine

Australia movie premier

homeclub night.

that’s all, i guess. hahaha. if i never include you, it doesn’t mean you’re not significant. i just didn’t upload pictures into photobucket, that’s all. it’s all in FB!

what kind of kiss am i?

took this on FB.
the last part of the paragraph is scary.

so im always like some short term person to every guy?

 

went to yh’s birthday bbq last night. i was totally gone.
pam and nat told me so many silly stuff i did.
soooooo embarrassing. but… whatever. hahaha.
thank pam and nat soooo much for taking care of me.

Sem 2 Term 1

hahahaha. i am so glad that i’m still in the same class with

Leah the bitch, Zarzar the probably, Roen the Fuck You Bitch, Cinder-leh-ra Weilee, “4″ head tall Phyphy, the most Vogue Zachzach.

teeheeee.

here are some pictures from Zachzach’s phone only.







the legendary Female 4
Zachzach says: ” this is F4, 2 girls, 1 guy and 1 weirdo”

so i went shisha yesterday at Sufi again yesterday.
was damn giddy. i guess i just need to go more often, smoke more.
so won’t feel so giddy already.

school is good if i just don’t be too picky.

i am attached, again.
won’t be single anymore
baby B, get well soon!

pictures soon, Leah got new phone to camwhore

i am so. so. so. tired.

met Bryan in the morning yesterday, had breakfast, head to town, shopped all the way!

watched College. it’s damn funny ah.

then after we went to meet Shaoyan and gang.

Had dinner then shisha at Sophia.

Bubblegum mint and grapes is damn fucking high.

it’s the first time i smoke that much. feeel, high.

cabbed home, drop dead on bed.

woke up unwillingly at 7am! SEVEN AMMMMMM.

went to school.

school was utterly boring. lucky, Leah and i chose the same everything.

at least i have her to pass message to each other to bitch about our new lecturer.

lol. i miss my classmates as well.

thanks Roen and Curly for the gifts!

SHISHA TMRRRRRR! weeeee~

OH, DID I MENTION I PASS MY O LEVEL ENGLISH?

I SCREAMED UPON KNOWING IN MY SCHOOL LIBRARY.