on the train
sketched this.
also, thought a lot.
don’t wanna say. cause it’s never ending.
just thinking, why would i wanna make friends easily.
when they all could do was to leave you one day.
leaving home
this post is gon be a very HUH?!?! post for you. cause you won’t fucking understand what i’m about to say. cause i’m fucking angry over many things and i just wanna say it in a manner no one fucking understand.
how cool is that.
something is just there. still.
feel like shit.
total shit.
feel like a dog.
don’t wanna be a dog.
feel in a box.
wanna be out of all box and be in space.
a space, the entire outerspace.
wanna leave home.
wanna leave home.
wanna leave home.
nowhere to go.
no one wants me.
want some infected mushroom.
lie on my bed, zone out.
Z. O. N. E. O. U. T.
rollercoaster
you made my emotions go like a rollercoaster.
in a not very nice way.
no mood to update about sentosa trip yesterday.
do it tmr or what.
i’ll be okay…….
Puzzle Bobble
Have you ever lost in a game which you were very good in?
It hurts fucking real bad.
It’s mine, nobody shall play it/ be better at it.
I think i just hate losing. so much.
nyp;sid0801
I feel so empty when this particular MSN list is (0/36).
I miss.
For we wouldn’t be meeting that often and i’ll slowly be gone.
emotions are a curious thing
Again, i’m feeling that way.
At this point of my day, i hate everyone. literally, everyone. The feeling just come and go. It’s like.. how you abhor project work or in general, work. You hate it when you are overwhelmed by the mountain-like amount of work. But after you’re done with all your work, you find that going to your workplace is a breeze and you no longer hate it.
I guess this is like a snowball effect?
It accumulates into a big snowball, hit into a rock, burst.
Then it starts rolling again. A never ending shit logic.
So… Where’s my rock? I can’t wait to ditch this feeling. This… Scary feeling.
No, i’m not a emo shit.
