Clubbed at a cheap club yesterday night with 14 year old who doesn’t study and all he did was Tiao Dang. But it was all worth it because paper flower and wild flowers surprised me.
P/S: Will do something about my nails soon.
girlfriend
Darling came over my place after my class. We had a lazy early afternoon on my bed.
After which, we went to the mall to get mascara. Marcus gave me a shock by hugging me from behind. I was thinking who the fuck was it. I wanted to turn, punch throat and kick nuts. Lucky i didn’t! Had a quite long bitching session with him and darling over at the smoking point.
Darling and I then cabbed to Bukit Timah to meet the guys. Played that scary shit game but totally screamed my stress out. Felt damn relax after that.
ahhhh, TGIF!
and i miss my boyfriend very much.
somebody pinch me
All the little things you do after i complain is just like daisies in my face.
Goodnights, My Sweet dream or Beautiful Nightmare.
i’ve boobs inside my bag
i open my eyes and everything’s in sepia. there were coconut trees, sun, clouds. i hear people laughing and waves. beside me, was my favourite girl.
i miss my boyfriend very much.
Birthday Sex
Dad: Eat somemore!
Me: I’m full already.
Dad: Do you even eat?
Me: YA?!
Dad: You’re very skinny already. You’re not fat. ok?
Me: *smiles*
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Although i know i am just like everyone. I do judge people unknowingly, superficial and tend to forget what people did for me. But never did i know i am worst than anybody else. Especially the one about tend to forget what people did for me.
I am so sorry. 
Not subjecting this to anyone because i think i did forget what everyone did for me.
B should have experienced this the most yet today i accused him of not doing enough for me. He then offered to go Centrepoint to shop with me this weekend instead of going to Sentosa with the guys. There are two possibilities to why he did that. First, he’s guilty. Second, he just tolerated my shit once again. Oh well, shall see where he is on Saturday before i praise him. 
But seriously baby, it’s time for us to spend some quality time together.
I had a really stressful day in school today, prolly i’ve started to be complacent. That’s not a very good thing. I tried coffee today and it’s not working on me. I was nodding off and i had to walk about to keep myself awake. Why is caffine not working on me?
Anyway, congrats to J for your photography assessment! 
just a few days break
but it was good. from all the crying to neutral to crying to happy to crying to neutral to happy. i don’t exactly know how am i feeling now but i definitely know who can i call in the wee hours when i just feel like it.
after so much, i have come to realise a lot of things. i don’t know if this is a good change or a bad change. but of course, it’s definitely more to my advantage. prolly the best would be teaching myself about MYOB. telling myself, MYOB.
that does not apply to my few favourites, of course.
like, i was out with a crying baby and friend last night for a drink. hahaha. cheer up ya? “say you, then you wanna cry. cry already, then you wanna beat people” hahaha! isn’t that familiar huh, cry baby?
whereas my favourite girl and i are still exchanging love texts behind our boyfriends. hahaha! love you, love you, love you!
oh, and i was shocked that boyfriend totally tolerated my shit this morning. not literally. i’m sorry, boyfriend. i love you. (come over for your small facial from me soon! you need it!)
and, i think i am done with… whatever.
good night ahead, people!
Copthorne King’s Hotel
sunset view from balcony, chilling at the pool prolly with a glass of champagne and the buffet breakfast i’m dying to eat with you.
oh god. another thing for me to hype over tonight. even though there’s not many people going to Phuture with the two crazy bitch (Nat and I), we’re still gon have fun. and i will be especially happy
because,
my boyfriend is sweet enough to book a room at the hotel.
I LOVE YOU, BOYFRIEND!
(they don’t know you. they don’t understand. this is your way of loving me.)
fly money fly..
NAFA Fun Day at WWW with phy puipui was fun today. (she calls me bobo and apparently, she came out puipui by herself) LOL!
so, her full name would be Phyllis Pui Pui Phua Shu Ching. let’s just call her PP!
so yea, used to hate lazy river but i changed my mindset today because PP and i found a way to tan evenly while floating on lazy river. heh. had the cheapest Subway ever and off, i went to RH’s birthday celebration.
8pm was the stated time. but till 10pm, 1 person is still missing. and he is still missing when i cab home with darling at.. 11. -.-
what else do you have with me?
my Everything.
what?
my Everything.
……. your heart?
yea, can you not feel the heartbeat?
i wanna learn squash with you.
*wondering why did my 500$ became 190$ when it’s been only 2 days. mm.*
only today..
i realise we’re no different from what we are almost 3 years ago.. you’re still as sweet.
i should start cherishing you more. shouldn’t i?
sweet, i know.
had a good long 2 hour opposite school with B. a good long 3+, 4 hours of steamboat and barbeque dinner with the clique. a good almost whole pack of cigarettes today. (oh, my throat totally reminded me about it) a good laugh at jokes. a good bonding with darling.
pictures? tomorrow.
ooooooh. guess what. i’m hopeless. dad gave me an extra 110$ like 2 days ago? it’s totally gone today.
HEEEEEEEE-HAAAAAAAAA!
i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel good, na na na na na na na!
