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met Jason for his shopping spree again this evening. yesterday Bedah and him already spent a bomb. i could just watch, help them take bags and feel shiok only. he got his shoes from know it nothing then we went to walk around. and, i know there’s another cool shop to go to already. Black Market! i swear the staff there is so much friendlier than paragon. actually, most of the haji lane staffs.

went to meet * at funan then to esplanade to chillssssssss.

now, i have like 4 shoes to choose to buy.

1st, everlast off white. – i don’t really like the brand
2nd, converse off white. – i don’t really like the brand
3rd, FP a lil pointed white. – scared dirty? i don’t wash shoes.
4th, FP rounded blue. – scared hard to match

which one?!

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wake up call

didn’t know the consequences of things that happened till Jason brought me back to reality and see society today.

trust no one

im all ready to go town now.
just waiting for sun to set a lil. today’s weather is terrible. i was sweating through my afternoon nap.

nice talking to you last night, Janz. i will be better.

nah.

it’s not very niceeeee. shit.

my face like spasm. hands very awkward. feet never “peng”.

i feel like posting pictures from this secret photoshoot i had. BUT i don’t dare. ah, suck thumb.

rants

i went for redbull girls interview today.. with Samantha’s recommendation. thank you!

it’s like damn scary? 3 girls interviewed me.

i really hope i get the job cause im like in need of money?

there’s so many things i wanna buy and goodness. GSS starts today, and i need to save for london. and and and… i have a feeling my dad is gon cut down my allowance because it’s holidays? and i heard from sister that both of their shops not doing well. sister was even selling off her collections online. omg. so scary?

i went to reflect. look at my list of things on my itouch. maybe i shouldn’t get some of them. not really practical actually. should just get what i need and stop. but… can i stop?

omg. this is killing me. na si wa wu ji ba ban! (hokkien song for if only i have a million dollars)

basically, i have no interest in anything. all i do is sleep, eat, blog, lookbook, facebook, draw my wall and SHOP.

today, the interviewer Ann ask me if i do sports, i told her Mahjong. i cannot believe what i said man. goodness. oh well. Mahjong is a bit of land swimming right! grrrr.

(sidetrack a bit)

my Kanye West’s album download is at a very irritating percent. 69.6%… threesome. hahaha!

TALKING ABOUT THREESOME.

tmr is CDM’s I Love Threesome party. how can i not go man. i swear i swear next month i must spend wisely. like, think a hundred times before i spend money. and try to have dinner at home. and i swear no more cabbing and restaurants. JUST TO GO NEXT MONTH CDM’S FOAM PARTY.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and i just saw this Fred Perry’s shoes at Ann Siang today? omg… it’s 119$. should i buy? my shoes is spoiling.. ah, fuck. i think i should just buy right? grrr. so irritating. okay, i got to choose shoes or CDM now…

shoes, practical… fixed assets. can wear a lot of time. prolly last for like 1/2 year?

CDM, impractical… ONE DAY ASSET. prolly last for few hours. but it’s gon be damn fun.

kkkkkkkkkkk. it’s obvious.

i’ll buy the FP shoes.

I MISSS YOU ALREADY. I KNOW YOU MISS MY RANTS TOO. hahahaha!

not just any other photoshoot

my favourite out of the favourites. i have no idea why. it just.. gives me the “we’re in some hotel party” feel.

the “i’m in the club” feeling. omg. i soooo know you’re laughing at his hair. hahaha.

liwei..

im not the one who took this picture. it was in a chaos. idk who took this. but it’s damn nice. it’s not delibrate over exposed but yet look so good.

phy dressing up.

neh neh

i found this treasure skirt in the pile of shit. you’ll know why i say it’s a treasure real soon. brandon has to send me pictures. hahahaha.

b&w is really fun! more photoshoot pictures to come after Brandon send me.

photoshoot today was rather… fun. cause it’s not so many people at one time. and we roughly know what to do already.

ahhhh, i can’t wait for tmr!

found these

like super long ago. last sem, isp.

no more 1N, no more azhar, no more leah lee the most vogue, no more roen the fuck you bitch!, no more phyphy, no more zach the vogue prince, no more weilee the crazy chionger.

how now?

NO MORE LEAH LEEE LEH. NO MORE LEAH LEE.

LEAH LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

don’t ever believe in shooting stars, believe in shoes and cars

today is a horrible day.

tomorrow will be a better one.

photoshoooooooooot!

you can like the life you’re living or live the life you like.

i wanna live the life i like.

went to meet the usuals to swim today.

i am so tired now.

misssssssssssss you.